you're ten years gone why won't you leave me alone?
does this pain mean nothing? demean nothing?
alive or dead it's left unsaid it happens in my head
these night time visits must stop
i do wonder if i was the last in the string
this thing you freely admitted doing to the blind
stupid! stupid! lying to our selves laying by our selves
while you lay abroad - the cost not worth a soul's pence
our lives fenced for anothers
do you torment their respite too?
why won't you let me sleep? i want to keep
what i've reclaimed live unchained and unstained
but you sneak up on me
most defenseless to scratch over old scars
so that i awaken with a burning in my gut
of a cut freshly sheathed with your
evil callous smile